Have you ever thought of alternate remedies to handle your depression? I have and I have been successful. Spiritual growth and accumulating or using innate intelligence is very effective in my experience.
One way to reach there is peek into what workshops such as these cover and convey. It is up to you to choose your remedies, which road you want to drive, but here is my SOLID message about this SOLID workshop. It is up to you to make efforts to attend.
One of the sacred WORKSHOPS, a precursor to a big WAVE of enlightenment :